Nicosian Responses to Father-land

Outside the overlapping academic fields of artists’ moving image and essay film, the Father-land project contributes to wider discourses around, and understanding of, the independent, post-colonial Cypriot culture currently being established on the island.

Parker and I have given three joint presentations about Father-land in Cyprus. The first, during the NiMAC residency period in November 2016, was to introduce our project as ‘work-in progress’ to documentary photography undergraduate students and their lecturer at the Communications Department, University of Nicosia. These students invited us to join them at the inter-communal demonstration that evening inside the UN controlled Buffer Zone near the Ledra Palace Hotel. Thousands of participants gathered from the TRNC in the north and the Republic in the south. United by Hope, United for Peace called for the unification of the island. People were empowered to photograph and film this event, facilitated by the United Nations, in contrast to the ‘normal’ everyday ban on recording in the vicinity of the Buffer Zone.

The second presentation in October 2018 was to undergraduate and masters photography and media students and staff at Frederick University, Nicosia, that is itself situated a few hundred metres from the Buffer Zone. Here we projected the completed film, Father-land. This event generated a great interest in exploring the zone by the students, inspiring them to pursue their own projects in this ‘forbidden place’.

The final presentation was at the International Conference of Photography and Theory (ICPT) held in Nicosia in 2018, which included the Layers of Visibility exhibition.

The film was seen widely by Cypriot audiences over a 3-month period while it was exhibited at NiMAC, a prominent artistic venue. The following review raises interesting points concerning the creative processes at play during the making of the film, and its interpretation by Cypriots, for whom the filmed landscape was both familiar and strange:

Whilst in Cyprus we usually talk about the mother country, Stuart Moore and Kayla Parker created the film called ‘Father-land’ since their fathers had served in Cyprus as members of Royal Air Force RAF in British Bases. One of the artists lived in Limassol as a child. Returning now as adults they form links between their childhood experiences as children of English officers and their impressions of the Dead Zone. They narrate their relationships with their fathers, their constant moving from one country to another, and they refer to the consequences that the presence of a military force, set in a different state from its base, may have. The ability of a pigeon to fly across these metal barriers, a crane used to build outposts at the Green Line on the other side have all been used to symbolise things which for us have become very ordinary. However, when looking at these aspects in a film, they spark new thoughts in our minds which help us awaken to see the reality which we so blindly had become accustomed to and disregarded. (ΦΙΛGOOD, 2018, p.17)

The outsider’s perspective can be a double-edged sword, possibly bringing the clarity of a ‘fresh pair of eyes’ observing a familiar landscape, but it risks an uniformed reading of a complex and highly charged political situation.

Notes

TNRC – the Turkish Republic of North Cyprus is the part of the island occupied by Turkey since the 1974 invasion. TRNC is only recognised as a country by Turkey.

Details of the 2018 International Conference of Photography and Theory are available here: https://www.photographyandtheory.com/conferences/icpt-2018

Layers of Visibility exhibition review, translated from the original Greek.

Memory and Trauma

Psychological trauma as a subject for investigation has its origins in the early 19th century with the observations of the Viennese medical professor, Joseph Frank, and later in that century with the development of a theory of trauma by the leading neurologist of the time, Jean-Martin Charcot, through his work with hysteria and hypnosis at the L’Hôpital Salpêtrière in Paris. Charcot was a significant influence on his contemporaries, Sigmund Freud and Pierre Janet, who were investigating hysteria as well and identifying the phenomenon as a mental illness – dissociative problems that manifest from unbearable experiences (Black and Flynn, 2021, p.122). Freud incorporated some of Charcot’s ideas in the 1893 paper, Studies on Hysteria, co-authored with his colleague Joseph Breuer, which suggested that the dissociative problem of hysteria was related to the memory of psychic trauma and noted the ‘timelapse’ between the cause and the traumatic response (Breuer and Freud, 1995). The ways in which the human brain processes memory was a key focus of Janet’s investigations, and he first wrote about the interrelationship between memory and trauma – how the mind processes traumatic experiences – in L’automatisme Psychologique in 1889 (Janet, 1973). His studies, which focused on the psychological aspects, led him to believe that traumatic, or dissociated, memories, which were beyond the control of the individuals affected, would remain unintegrated with their consciousness and outside their personal autobiographical ‘life narrative’ (Black and Flynn, 2021, p. 124).

It is through addressing the Post-Traumatic Stress Disorders (PTSD) suffered by battlefield soldiers as a result of the two World Wars during the 20th century that trauma became a key concept for wider investigation and theoretical development (Ibid., pp.127–129). Cathy Caruth, a founding figure of trauma theory during the 1990s, identifies the years after the Vietnam War (1954 to 1975) as prompting an official acknowledgement of PTSD within the fields of psychiatry, psychoanalysis and sociology (Caruth, 1995, p. 3). As Black and Flynn affirm:

returning Vietnam veterans … reported a delayed onset of symptoms of hypervigilance, nightmares, and extreme emotional responding […] this pivoted the research and clinical communities’ attention back to the source of veterans’ dysregulation and dysfunction, the stress of war. (Black and Flynn, 2021, p. 131, authors’ emphasis)

Social activism led by the Women’s Movement during the 1970s reappraised gender roles, class and race and acknowledged power differentials, which in turn led to the recognition that survivors of gender-based violence and sexual assault were as traumatised by their experiences as if they were combat soldiers (Ibid.). The feminist film theorist Laura Mulvey notes in her 2004 essay, ‘Looking at the Past from the Present: Rethinking Feminist Film Theory of the 1970s’, that “feminist film theory and practice emerged at the end of the economic boom and social transformations that followed World War II […] to create an intellectual and aesthetic challenge to film’s depiction of reality” (Mulvey, 2004, p.1291). As the veteran film artist, writer and academic, Dirk de Bruyn, comments, the emergence in the 1970s of feminist film criticism came at a time “when politics and cinema moved out of the street into the academy and into theory” (de Bruyn, 2014, p.7).

Applying her conceptualisations to the representation of trauma in literary works such as books and films, Cathy Caruth is an important influence on screen studies through her development of trauma theory, along with Soshana Felman and Dori Laub (Radstone, 2007, p.9). Notable for amplifying Freud’s work to reimagine the psychological concept of trauma, Caruth defines the term as “a wound inflicted not upon the body but upon the mind […] a breach in the mind’s experience of time, self, and the world” (Caruth, 1995, pp.3-4). However, she notes that “there is no firm definition for trauma, which has been given various descriptions at various times and under different names” (Caruth, 1996, p.117, emphasis in original). In the Introduction to Unclaimed Experience: Trauma, Narrative, and History (Ibid.), she describes “the ways that the experience of a trauma repeats itself, exactly and unremittingly, through the unknowing acts of the survivor and against his very will” (Ibid., p.2) and places emphasis on the repetitive feature of trauma:

In its most general definition, trauma describes an overwhelming experience of sudden or catastrophic events in which the response to the event occurs in the often delayed, uncontrolled repetitive appearance of hallucinations and other intrusive phenomena. (Ibid., p.11).

Although the traumatic effect on me is not as extreme as Caruth describes, I recognise the surfacing of feelings that otherwise would remain undisturbed. For example, taking a few minutes of Super 8 footage, which was ‘lost’ in the archive, to make Finborough Road, returning to this location and ‘speaking in place’ not only stirred my memories but also ascribed to them a status as being ‘important’. Subsequently, when viewing this film, I reexperience the reveberations and sadness of lost friendships. When this footage existed in my archive as a Super 8 reel, my memories were dormant. Digitisation reenergised the material and gave it a psychic charge, bringing my past to life in a way that intrudes on the present.

Dirk de Bruyn adopts a “phenomenological traumatic reading” (de Bruyn, 2014, p.ix) in his recent book, The Performance of Trauma in Moving Image Art, to argue that materialist film is an “analogy of trauma” because of its antipathy to the features inherent in mainstream cinema, such as of narrative, symbolism and continuity (Ibid., pp.44). Here, de Bruyn draws on the theories of materialist (or structural) film explicated by the British avant-garde film-makers Malcolm Le Grice and Peter Gidal during the 1970s and the ‘trauma theory’ that has been assimilated within film and media studies during the 21st century. de Bruyn argues that the characteristics of certain experimental films, such as non-linearity, repetition and fragmented consciousness, can “perform and communicate traumatic experience” (Ibid.). Maya Deren’s Meshes of the Afternoon (Deren, 1943) is an early poetic exemplar of what E. Ann Kaplin identifies as ‘trauma cinema’ (de Bruyn, 2014, p.85). Feminist scholars Kaplan and Janet Walker locate a particular mode of film-making that is allied with the performance of trauma. Walker uses the term, ‘trauma cinema’, to refer both to works that “deal with traumatic events in a non-realistic mode characterized by disturbance and fragmentation of the films’ narrative and stylistic regimes”, and films that portray “world shattering” events (Walker, 2005, p.19). This feeling of ‘out of placeness’ embodied in Deren’s Meshes of the Afternoon and much of de Bruyn’s film work, can be recognised in the disembodied narrative voiceover in Father-land.

Kaplan considers that cinema ‘performs trauma’ through its inherent capacity to convey “the visual, aura and non-linear fragmented phenomena of trauma – to performing it” (Kaplan, 2001, pp.204-5). She also argues that,

[t]he struggle to figure trauma’s effects cinematically leads to means other than linearity or story fragments, hallucinations, flashbacks are the modes trauma cinema characteristically adopts (Ibid., p.204).

My film 31 Days was created in its entirely from intuitively selected archival footage. While I would not identify the work as ‘trauma cinema’, there is a sense of Kaplan’s hallucinatory flashbacks when the spectator’s mind tries to connect the visual fragments of the past and make sense of the work.

Addressing how trauma in cinema ‘marks’ the viewer, Kaplan and her co-author Ban Wang observe that Meshes of the Afternoon, which depicts the woman protagonist’s ‘stream of consciousness’, positions the viewer as “witness” (Kaplan and Wang, 2004, p.10). They argue that “the position of being a witness … may open up a space for transformation of the viewer for empathetic identification without vicarious traumatization” (Ibid.). Father-land touches the audience with its wistful recollections of lost childhood without creating a bridge to the traumas of the past.

Walker considers audiovisual media have “certain intrinsic properties” (Walker, 2005, p.xix) that suit them for our “need to write histories of trauma and/or traumatic histories with regard to the relationships among experience, memory and fantasy” (Ibid., p.xviii). She writes:

[f]ilm and video texts are always already constructed through processes of selection and ordering, yet they can also reproduce, mechanically or electronically, an actual profilmic or provideographic event (occurring in front of the camera). (Ibid., p.xix)

My Super 8 archive consists of recorded fragments of my past with almost no supporting metadata such as date and place of filming to pin down individual shots or rolls. At the time, I felt no urge to create a coherent narrative of my life on film, no sense of historicity nor any desire for ‘completeness’. I filmed sporadically and while I can locate many of the profilmic events ‘geographically’, I often have little sense of their chronology when viewing the material decades later.

Walker’s concept of “traumatic paradox” embodies the contradictions within the ‘friability’ of our memory’s recall of traumatic events (Ibid., p.4) – our memory of trauma is a mélange of real and imagined occurrences, accurate and ‘false’ recollection, elisions and fantasies. Caruth adds to our understanding of the paradoxical nature of trauma, and its relationship with memory, place and time with her observation that,

[t]he historical power of trauma is not just that the experience is repeated after its forgetting, but that it is only in and through its inherent forgetting that its first experienced at all. And it is this inherent latency of the event that paradoxically explains the peculiar, temporal structure, the belatedness, of historical experience: since the traumatic event is not experienced as it occurs, it is fully evident only in connection with another place and in another time. (Caruth, 1995, p.8)

Walker’s development of the ‘traumatic paradox’ sought to address the latency, the absences and the ‘unreliability’ of memory to provide an alternative to the question of ‘Whose truth and memories are more ‘accurate’? She comments, “the defiant fact that external trauma itself can produce the very modifications in remembered detail that cultural conventions invalidate in determinations of truth” (Walker, 1997, p.806).

It was through the process of making Father-land in Nicosia that I was able to contextualise my childhood. Being in “another place and in another time”(Caruth, 1995, p 8) and through the framework and structured thinking of film production generated memories of childhood that were captured as audio recordings.

Laura U. Marks makes a timely contribution through her intervention into trauma discourse within moving image practices. In The Skin of the Film: Intercultural Cinema, Embodiment, And The Senses (2000), she situates her study in what she terms, ‘intercultural cinema’, which is characterised by “experimental styles that attempt to represent the experience of living between two or more cultural regimes of knowledge, or living as a minority in the still majority white, Euro-American West” (Marks, 2000, p.1). The ideas that Marks elucidates through her discussion of examples of these films were helpful in providing a thematic lens through which to extend my understanding in this research project.

Marks observes that, for many works of intercultural cinema, “the image is barely a beginning, and any extension into narrative must be hesitant, or suspicious. In these works, still or thin-looking images are ultimately the richest” (Ibid., p.42). She explains these “thin images” are what Deleuze referred to as “the absence of image”: a screen that is black or white, under or over exposed, blurred, grainy, or ‘belonging to the past’ – bearing evidence of ‘trauma’ through the marks of its journey in the world, such as scratches, dust and other débris, colour changes and deteriorations – “to bring something new out of the ruins of the image … and call on the viewer to search for their hidden history” (Ibid., pp.42-43).

In her discussion of how trauma becomes encoded in the body, Marks reminds us that, 

[t]he cinematic encounter takes place not only between my body and the film’s body, but my sensorium and the film’s sensorium. We bring our own personal and cultural organization of the senses to cinema, and cinema brings a particular organization of the senses to us, the filmmaker’s own sensorium refracted through the cinematic apparatus. (Ibid., p.153)

Drawing on Henri Bergson’s term, she explains ‘attentive recognition’, as, “the way a perceiver oscillates between seeing the object, recalling virtual images that it brings to memory, and comparing the virtual object thus created with the one before us. … Engaging with the freshly perceived object, we recreate it in higher expansions of memory and on deeper strata of reality” (Ibid., p.48). The act of attentive recognition, Marks argues, “is often a traumatic process” because it is participatory: the thin image ‘calls on’ the viewer to bring their own memories into play and create meaning from what they are perceiving on the screen (Ibid.).

Marks observes that, for many works of intercultural cinema has its origins in the lacunae of recorded history. Minoritarian film-makers, therefore, have had to develop new modes of expression. Her theory of ‘haptic visuality’, which operates in a similar way to the sense of touch and triggers other sensory responses in the spectator, explains the novel ways in which intercultural film engages us in a bodily way to communicate a multi-sensory experience and embodiment of cultural memory (Ibid.).

Perhaps my practice as an artist filmmaker shares some of the specificities of ‘intercultural cinema’ established by Marks? My personal Super 8 archive sits in between two cultural knowledge systems – on the one hand, that of cinematic technologies and practices, the cinematic apparatus, and on the other hand, the strictures and rigid controls of the institutional film archive. I make poetic use of ‘thin images’, favouring ‘haptic visuality’ over narrative coherence, and I present the marks of trauma on the surfaces of my 8mm archival images, my ‘memories’ embodied in celluloid, for the viewer to experience and I “call on the viewer to search for their hidden history” (Ibid., p.43) and respond with their own memories to create meaning.

Home Movies

The anthropologist Richard Chalfen researched home moviemaking (along with photography and later home video making) in 1980s USA. The collections he researched had material created between 1940 and 1980 (Chalfen, 1987, p.2). Chalfen found that domestic filmmaking conformed to what he described as ‘home mode’ that is capturing life events for posterity to be watched in private, normally by the participants who appear on screen. Furthermore, Chalfen recounts the ways in which ‘how to’ manuals and magazines – part of the commercial ecosystem of home moviemaking – encouraged readers to buy more equipment to allow them to edit their films and improve the end results. However, he found:

In actuality, however, most home moviemakers were extremely reluctant to do any editing at all. They simply did not want to be bothered with cutting, “gluing” or taping pieces of film; it was hard enough to keep all of their reels of movies in order “never mind fooling around with individual shots.” Few attempts were made either to cut out poorly exposed (or even unexposed) footage or to rearrange shots within one roll of film. When some form of editing was observed, it generally meant cutting off some excess leader at either end of the 50 foot roll and splicing two or more rolls together. The motivation for this accumulative “cutting” was simply to produce a movie that would take a longer time to show on the projector. (Ibid., p.55)

Few of my Super 8 films seem to have content identifiable as Chalfen’s ‘home mode’, but it is intriguing that they conform to the ‘unedited’ and disorderly state outlined above, nor were they ever watched in the way Chalfen found to be ubiquitous – a family gathering in a darkened room with the father at the controls. Roger Odin (2014) moves beyond Chalfen’s ‘home mode’ to propose two modes of engagement with home movies. The first is the ‘private mode’ of viewing in which a family collectively reminisces during the projection of a home movie where “what is said (the film as textual production) is often less important than the very fact of its being said: the importance lies in the exchange between the actants who participate in the communication.” (Ibid., p.17) Odin’s second mode is ‘intimate mode’:

By intimate mode, I mean the mode by which I recollect my own life and reflect upon the family’s past. During the projection of a home movie, the intimate mode happens by means of an interior dialogue: there is no externalization of communication. It is pointless to insist upon the force of effects that motivates this internal projection and upon the role that it plays in the construction of the individual’s identity; a construction that comes into being because of a differentiation from other individuals. (Ibid.)

Having spent a great deal of time with my film collection during this research project, my engagement with the films feels much more like Odin’s ‘intimate mode’. It is through the research that my interior dialogue has become externalised, at the same time the rushes have changed status to become an archive.

Chalfen, R. (1987) Snapshot Versions of Life. Bowling Green State University Popular Press, Ohio, USA.
Odin, R. (2014) The Home Movie and Space of Communication. In Amateur Filmmaking: the Home Movie, the Archive, the Web, (Eds, Rascaroli, L., Monahan, B. & Young, G.) Bloomsbury Academic, New York, pp. 15-26.

UK Factual TV in the 80s and 90s

My Super 8 filmmaking has mirrored the technological changes of moving image production in the last two decades of the 20th century and the start of this century. Towards the end of the 1980s, television companies in the UK led the shift away from film. Broadcasters such as Television South West (TSW) and the BBC had their own film processing facilities. News stories were shot on 16mm colour reversal film, which was developed in-house, then quickly edited on a Steenbeck edit table and telecined onto videotape to play out during the news bulletin. Kodak produced reversal film stock specifically for this purpose – VNF (Video News Film). Towards the end of the 1980s, as video equipment became more portable and effective, the cost-saving and immediacy of video recordings with sync sound outweighed the advantages of film-based acquisition. 

Not all television production had moved away from film, and a company I freelance with needed a 16mm camera-assistant. I put myself forward, mentioning my experience with stills photography and Super 8. Despite scoffing at 8mm, the cameraman gave me basic training in how to load their Eclair ACL 16mm film camera, how to use a clapper board, and the protocols for keeping camera reports to send with the film to the lab. Almost immediately, I was thrown in at the deep end, assisting on a BBC documentary shoot in south Devon. The company upgraded to the ‘industry standard’ ARRI SR camera which I learned how to load and maintain, so my assisting skills became useful to other companies.

Puffin Pictures on location

I spent a year camera-assisting on a Yorkshire Television (YTV) documentary Johnny Kingdom and the Secret of Happiness (1993) travelling from Plymouth to Exmoor and staying for a week at a time in a hotel. This hour-long programme was the last episode of the First Tuesday factual series that ran from 1983 to 1993. YTV in Leeds produced the series which screened across most of the UK’s regional commercial television franchises on the first Tuesday of each month. ITV companies generated large profits from television advertising before the disruption of the Internet era, and this allowed the director, James Cutler to use his preferred cameraman – Mustapha Hamouri – who travelled down from Yorkshire to shoot on film at a cost that would be almost unthinkable a few years later. I recall an afternoon of sit-down interviews in Kingdom’s house when I had to reload the camera magazines repeatedly with fresh film as each ten-minute 400ft roll was exposed. The amount of film stock used was extraordinary and in complete contrast to my Super 8 practice. The programme was the swansong for the high-profile network series.

Mustapha Hamouri with Arri SR

The ‘Johnny Kingdom Obituary’ by Stephen Moss in The Guardian (18 September 2018) provides an interesting background to this ‘poacher turned filmmaker’. Available: https://www.theguardian.com/tv-and-radio/2018/sep/17/johnny-kingdom-obituary Accessed: 10/02/2022

Around the same time, I assisted on a BBC series, The Skipper (1993). This depicted the life of a Cornish trawler-man, Roger Nowell, based in the large fishing port of Newlyn. The director-producer Jeremy Mills shot this series on film partly to use an experienced film-oriented crew, but also for another reason, which he explained when he took my employer and I to a BBC building in London. It was not a happy visit since there was a problem with the audio recordings on a shoot – the fragile Digital Audio Tape (DAT) tapes seemed to be blank. When we arrived at the cutting room, Mills explained that shooting on film allowed him to cut his multi-episode documentary on the now under-used Steenbeck film editing machines, rather than compete with other producers for time on the BBC’s expensive Betacam video editing suites. The unfortunate sound recordist had to cover all the costs that the BBC incurred on the days shooting the unintentionally mute scenes. This was the reality for freelance workers, where it was a given that being ‘in-the-frame’ for any problem could jeopardise future employment. This stressful working environment was a complete contrast to my carefree Super 8 filmmaking. The film editing suites had a feel of a heritage experience centre, a stroll, but also a world away from the BBC’s bustling headquarters in Broadcasting House.

This visit to the BBC was a rare occurrence for me as a freelancer and only happened because I was working in London on an unconnected job, tagging along with the company owner who was ‘pouring oil on troubled waters’ with the producer over the missing audio from the Cornwall shoot. In all my years of assisting, it was the only time after a shoot that I saw again the physical film that I had been handling. The ‘professional’ way of 16mm factual filming was quite different to the ‘point and shoot’ style of the Super 8. An important part of the camera assistant’s job on a documentary was to produce detailed written camera reports listing each shot’s details such as which filter was in place, lens and aperture used, whether it was interior or exterior, slated at the start or end of a take, sync sound or mute, and other metadata. The assistant would mark every shot with a clapper board, calling out the shot number and take for the sound recordist, and write the corresponding information in the camera report sheet. This was in complete contrast to my personal Super 8 practice, where often the only metadata was the postage date on the processed film’s return envelope, with perhaps a word or two later appended to the packaging.

The Skipper, 1993, following Roger Nowell and the crew of PZ191 William Sampson Stevenson, TX BBC1 7 September 1993, 1 hour 25 minutes. Programme details available here (Accessed 25/05/23). One of the episodes Bad News covered the blockade of Plymouth in 1992.

Bad News 
"The third of a six-part series following the life of Roger Nowell, Newlyn fisherman and modern-day buccaneer. An armada of fishing boats blockades Plymouth Sound in protest against proposed Government legislation threatening to keep fishermen tied up in harbour. Roger Nowell leads an attempt to stop a ferry entering port. But back home, the man from the Inland Revenue calls. Tax arrears have accumulated and Roger faces bankruptcy. For wife Nell it means sleepless nights, while Roger's solution is to return to sea and leave all his worries behind."

In the autumn of 1992 the flotilla of trawlers arrived in Plymouth Sound and were sounding their horns a cacophony that was audible from our house in Greenbank. Kayla and I hurried to The Hoe with a Sony Pro Walkman cassette recorder and a microphone. We stood on the sea front and recorded the trawler horns, and the pop of flares being let off and thankfully not too much of the small crowd who had gathered to view the spectacle. Her notes from the time record the date as 23/10/92, and that the cassette recording was set to Dolby-C and transferred to DAT. Paul in the note is Paul Roberts, ex-TSW dubbing mixer who moved to London and was working at NATS postproduction where we master the sound design.

Kayla’s notes

This recording formed the basis of the sound design for Kayla’s film Night Sounding (1993), an Arts Council and BBC commission for The Late Show, where it was broadcast on BBC 2 on 10/06/93. When Night Sounding was broadcast I was staying in St Ives, Cornwall, working on a Westcountry TV programme following the building and opening of Tate St Ives. The producer/director, Carol Jones, was unimpressed when I told her about our triumph – a primetime broadcast – since there wasn’t a follow-up commission.

Still from Night Sounding
"Night Sounding “beautifully evokes the unquantifiable depths of the sea and the sky in the dark; the melancholy sounds of a gull and a ship’s foghorn resonate against images which rise out of the inky blue darkness in vital bolts of fluorescent colour.” Jane Giles (1995) What You See is What You Get: The Third ICA Biennial of Independent Film and Video selected by John Wyver; programme notes. p. 25"

The ‘professional’ way of 16mm factual filming was quite different to the ‘point and shoot’ style of the Super 8. An important part of the camera assistant’s job on a documentary was to produce detailed written camera reports listing each shot’s details such as which filter was in place, lens and aperture used, whether it was interior or exterior, slated at the start or end of a take, sync sound or mute, and other metadata. The assistant would mark every shot with a clapper board, calling out the shot number and take for the sound recordist, and write the corresponding information in the camera report sheet. On one occasion I visited a BBC film edit suite in London, tagging along with my boss who was meeting a series producer. In all my years of assisting, it was the only time after a shoot that I saw again the physical film that I had been loading into cameras. This was in complete contrast to my personal Super 8 practice, where often the only metadata was the postage date on the processed film’s return envelope, with perhaps a word or two later written on the packaging, and I still have ‘the rushes’ decades later.

In my professional career in television and media production, opportunities for collaboration were rare. ‘The industry’ has a hierarchical nature, within which people perform specific roles within the production process from ‘script to screen’. Based on my experience, collaborative practices existed informally within certain productions, but in general people adhered to their specified job roles. Outside ‘the industry’, many arts and participatory community-based projects I worked on were collaborative in nature and less rigidly structured, and each person contributed to shaping and realising a collective endeavour.

When I became a freelance member of the Association of Cinematograph, Television and Allied Technicians (ACTT), one had to provide evidence of three television broadcast credits in a specific job category in order to be accepted. My first union card indicated I was a Senior Technician, then I upgraded to a Cameraman – later a Cameraperson – although I also worked as a sound recordist on some programmes. The ACTT merged with the Broadcasting and Entertainment Trades Alliance in 1991 to form the Broadcasting, Entertainment, Cinematograph and Theatre Union (Bectu), which represents “work in non-performance roles in live events, broadcasting, film and cinema, digital media, independent production, leisure, theatre and the arts” (Bectu, 2023).

In my professional career in television and media production, opportunities for collaboration were rare. ‘The industry’ has a hierarchical nature, within which people perform specific roles within the production process from ‘script to screen’. Based on my experience, collaborative practices existed informally within certain productions, but in general people adhered to their specified job roles. Outside ‘the industry’, many arts and participatory community-based projects I worked on were collaborative in nature and less rigidly structured, and each person contributed to shaping and realising a collective endeavour. In some collaborative participatory projects, I undertook several technical roles, such as video editor and sound designer, in addition to camerawork and lighting, and shared these skills with other members of the production.

Deluxe telecine

The facilities house I selected for the work had a long history in UK filmmaking and broadcasting at an address on Wardour Street, previously having been Soho Images and other businesses, but it was called Deluxe when I visited in July 2011. It was a strange experience having my ‘private’ Super 8 films laced up on an expensive Ursa Diamond telecine machine by a professional more used to working for television, music videos and advertising. The films had only been seen by myself and close friends, either projected or on a small hand-cranked viewer, now they (and I) were being treated like royalty, no expense spared. The telecine operator reported he had been digitising the film collection of Amsterdam’s Rijksmuseum for months prior to my booking. The realisation that my films were worthy of the same treatment as a nation’s collection perhaps affected my relationship to my Super 8 films. It is hard to recall with certainty what I felt about the film collection before this time, but the grant application to have it digitised suggests that I considered it justified the attention, even if the thinking had not been fully articulated.

In preparation for the telecine, I had joined most of the 50ft rolls using a tape splicer to make larger 400 and 800ft spools to speed up the transfer process because Deluxe was charging by the hour. This was not an entirely orderly process, as many of the rolls were unlabelled and uncatalogued. Only when the mailer envelopes had project identification could the films be collated so that the larger reels had films running in a logical order. This splicing had changed the nature of the collection. Now there were longer running films with strange and interesting subject juxtapositions and jumps in time, instead of the camera rolls that would previously been loaded into a projector one-at-a-time, then each one experienced as a discrete visual piece reflecting, in a sense, the way they had been shot. The cartridge is loaded into the camera, exposed over a certain length of time – maybe minutes, maybe weeks – and then removed, so the filming is, in a sense, compartmentalised. The running time for 50ft at 18 frames per second is around 3 minutes 20 seconds which affords a particular viewing experience compared with ‘normal’ cinema – the screening is necessarily stop-start with the lights coming up to allow the next roll to be loaded into the projector. The compiled reels had created portmanteau movies which had previously not existed, and these were transferred to standard definition DigiBeta tape and later captured to external hard disks. The transfer process was smooth once the spliced film spool was laced on to the telecine machine.

The telecine suite was soundproofed and dark, coolly air-conditioned in contrast to the sweaty heat of the Soho summer outside. The films appeared on the expensive video monitors as the technician adjusted the colour balance and exposure, smoothly rewinding if I requested any changes. This was an entirely new way for me to experience the footage, and my understanding of the material, and my relationship to it had changed. This professional, hands-off, somewhat rarefied experience of the footage underlined the shift from physical film to digital, ‘amateur’ to professional, private to public.

As the years passed, there were huge advances in video technology which had two contradictory ramifications. First, the professional use of film workflows rapidly diminished, causing Deluxe Soho, among others, to be reconfigured as dry-hire Avid edit suites, losing all its telecine facilities before being shut down entirely by its American owners.

ENG and EFP

The use of broadcast video camcorders came to be called ENG (electronic news gathering) and EFP (electronic film production). Television companies ceased using 16mm film for news gathering and removed their in-house film processing facilities. Until this change, independent filmmakers often benefitted from the film-based resources of television studios, by being given free 16mm film stock and processing.

In the late 1980s I freelanced in television in several roles such as lighting and camera grip assistant on corporate productions and factual television, adapting and adding to the skills I had developed in community video. The crewing company, Puffin Pictures, moved into EFP, initially using a Sony tube camera that needed constant calibration and required many batteries. Later, they upgraded to more functional cameras with three CCD sensors. Television crews typically had three or more technicians: camera operator, sound recordist and camera assistant. The cameras were heavy and needed sturdy tripods, bulky CRT video monitors and even the BetaSP tapes used for recording were weighty. The crew was often augmented by an electrician in charge of lighting, which typically used high-powered halogen lamps – 800- and 2,000-watt heads in a basic setup – which drew a large current and quickly became extremely hot when used.

The Flicks

Super 8 projectors are multi-bladed for to reduce flicker, but the frequency of the projected images causes banding and strobing effects when recorded with a PAL video camera. A benefit of shooting Super 8 at 18 fps is that the corresponding projection speed renders the picture more smoothly on video. The slightly slowed playback also imparts a somewhat dreamlike feel to the footage without appearing to be conventional slow-motion that is typically filmed at high frame-rates and played back at normal speed. PAL (Phase Alternating Line) is the television system used in the UK – it uses a frame-rate of 25fps.

Film projectors used in cinemas have three-bladed shutters that flash each image three times on the screen to reduce flicker perceived by the audience. Early projectors used a single-bladed 180-degree shutter like those found in film cameras. This design initially found favour as it gave a brighter image than multi-bladed shutters, but it caused flicker as the screen spent half of the time dark, the other half showing the projected image at full brightness, perhaps giving rise to the term for cinema as ‘the flicks’.

Super 8 cartridges

The Super 8 format released by Kodak in 1965 used a 50ft cartridge system that allowed uncomplicated loading of the cameras. The plastic film cartridge was light-tight and simply removed from its packaging and inserted into the camera. Super 8 used a design of cartridge which contained both the feed and take-up spools and ingeniously incorporated the film pressure plate that removed the requirement to thread the film through the camera’s gate mechanism. Another innovation was a cartridge notch system which the camera could read to adjust itself for the speed and type of emulsion being used.

Archive Origins

A box of films, sat under a desk, gathering dust. Most are single rolls of Super 8, some still in their mailer envelopes – yellow for Kodak, white for Agfa. Where were they shot? Who is in there?

My box of Super 8 films.

My introduction to Super 8 filmmaking began when I borrowed a silent Sankyo camera in 1987, from Plymouth Film and Video Workshop (PFVW), a Government-funded community video project where I worked. The camera had been gifted to the workshop by the widow of a cine hobbyist. Its portability appealed to me – in contrast to the heavy U-matic and VHS portapaks with separate video cameras of the time. The resulting reel of film in 1987 was exposed in Plymouth and Chelsea and transferred to U-Matic at the video workshop by filming a Bolex back projector.

The project had portable video gear – the camera and portable recorders of the time were both bulky and expensive – which were not suitable for my purposes a trip to stay with friends in west London, travelling the 240 miles each way on a motorbike. I had never used a ciné camera, but the Sankyo seemed quite manageable: on/off switch, shutter release, zoom lever and a lens that could be focussed. A cartridge of Super 8 film was purchased in a local Jessops photographic store and slotted into the camera’s film chamber. Details of the camera’s journey along the A38, M5 and M4 from Plymouth to Chelsea are lost in the mists of time; maybe it was in fact along the A303 past Stonehenge, but the camera and motorcyclist both arrived intact. Decades later, the memory of those days spent in London with friends are similarly hazy, except for the moments committed to film.

This roll of film was sent off to Agfa in its mailer envelope and some weeks later was returned in the post, the boxy cartridge transformed to a small reel of film with a white leader. PFVW’s benefactor had also donated a Bolex projector, which resembled a small television set, a black box with a back-projection screen. The whirring projector swallowed the white film leader and momentarily spat it out into the take-up spool, then Finborough Road, Chelsea SW10, appeared on screen, filmed from a friend’s flat several floors above in what had once been servants’ attic quarters of the grand house. The initial viewing of the footage was a revelation – vibrant colour, the surprise of seeing what had been filmed for the first time and a little relief that everything had worked. American film essayist Jenni Olson describes how she preserves her memories “in the amber of celluloid” in her filmic memoir The Royal Road (2015). In the same way, the activities in Chelsea all those years ago are retained in the 8mm-wide strip of analogue film which can be viewed, touched and experienced. The film was present in Finborough Road at the time of filming and is still with me – a physical memento, like the miniature Eiffel Tower I brought back from Paris on my first motorcycle trip abroad with those same friends.

My interest in photochemical film had been sparked by black and white 35mm still photography and darkroom work, which was taught as part of an undergraduate science course to facilitate the documentation of practical experiments. I became more interested in photography than biology and began to teach myself the former’s craft discipline. I carried on using Super 8 as a strand separate from the rest of my filmmaking and television career, which spanned documentary camera assisting on 16mm film and broadcast video, underwater camerawork, sound recording, 360 filmmaking and video editing. As my skills increased, I began running evening classes in photography and darkroom skills at Plymouth Art Centre, joining the community video project mentioned above, then lecturing at art colleges and universities. Alongside these varied professional ‘gigs’ the rolls of Super 8 film accumulated.

In October 2008 I enrolled on Plymouth University’s MA in Contemporary Film Practice for a full-time year of study. One module – Aesthetics and Technology – required the creation of a short film. I made a home-telecine of some Super 8 material that I had filmed in 2006 and presented the unedited footage to my peers and tutors in a presentation that was a requirement at the project’s planning stage. This was the first time I had considered any of my archive in an academic context. The resulting film Sea Front was submitted for the module and went on to success in various film festivals.

The success of Sea Front encouraged me to reappraise my collection of Super 8 and in 2011, a successful research grant application to Plymouth Marjon University, where I worked as a senior lecturer, funded ‘Freeing the Archive’. The project included the transfer to video of my entire Super 8 collection at a commercial facility in Soho, London. The title came from the idea that digitisation would allow me to work much more easily with the film material. Narrow gauge film is prone to damage, difficult to work with and risky to view since projectors vary greatly in quality and even the best are now decades old. Although even today it is possible work in a physical way with film, to cut and splice Super 8, have prints made and even have a sound stripe added, many practitioners use their exposed and processed film as raw material for digital postproduction.

My digitised film collection was now easily accessible to view and edit on a computer, the ‘archive’ had been freed in a sense. In the following months and years, the material was used as the source for digitally edited short films and viewed with an ease which was in stark contrast to the rigmarole of projecting the physical material. The physical archive remained in place, unaffected by its digital doppelgänger.